...H I A T U S...

Hey friends,
i'll be on hiatus. k.

and yes,i have my license already..so as a new ride..=)
so..yea,i'll be right back tho..soon i hope.

Just..wish me luck...

people are expecting much from me..and as for me..i dunno what to expect..
sigh..
but..
i'll be back!!!! =) with victory~~wahaha..watever thast means..

but im sure there's alot for me to tell when im back k. i noe~~ ehe

if any of u tejumpa me on the road..beep yea
ehe..
and yg antar2 msg rh cbox tu,i appreciate if ckp yg bisai2.k..if mengumpat i dun mind..just..bisai2 sja.

tata people~

xo 3.7.87 xo

...p/s im still not over you...

Rihanna Lyrics
P.si'm Still Not Over You Lyrics

...22nd of May 2008...

5a.m - Woke up
5.01am - Back to sleep (its too early wa~ hahah)
6a.m - Woke up-again and head to the whower
6.45a.m - done mandi-ing
7.38a.m - done and ready to go to work..waitin for parents to siap.
7.45a.m - Jalan from crib - send mom.
8.00am - to the Showroom - to look at my soon-to-be-mine car =D
8.15a.m - Reached JPD
8.45a.m - Driving Exam!!!!
9.00a.m - registration of Driving License..well..yeap... I PASSED!!!!!!!

YEEEEEHAAAAAAA!!YAYY ME!!!! =)


xo 3.7.87 xo

...eenie minnie miney mo 2...

Remember i posted about what which car i was planning to get..well,forget it!!!objections from my parents..i mean..macam la..car A dad agreer,mom objected..and then car B, mom agreed,Dad objected..and mcam2 la lg..sigh..
But..ada new nominee..

...Introducing...

Nissan Cefiro

...And...

Honda Accord

hmm..so..still haven't made up my mind..but i REALLY want that KYRON~~
ow ow..
i'll be having me DRIVING EXAM this Thursday~~ =) Yayy me!!

xo 3.7.87 xo

...(" , )....

One evening..

Az: sigh..low aa credit ku..shill,lanja eh..
Shill(az's sis): y don't u try askin from Jun..

*me..just sit and not sayin anythin..credit ku pon sikit so..nuthin to offer*

Az looks at Jun(Shill's BF)..
Jun: apa..ask me la bisai2..
Az: eh na mo eh..bah shill, ko saja bagi aku wa..transfer wa..aku kan msg GF lagi ne..sikit saja wa..
Shill:eh try askin from Jun saja..
*Jun Grinning*
Az:ish..malas ku wa c Jun ne~~
pause for a few sec..and then..
Az: Bah..Jun..transfer credit rah aku Jun~ =)

Jun looks at Az..
Jun :Heh! CARI TAH KO LAKI2 LAIN!!

wahahahaaha!!LoL.
Az:kan~~i knew he it!yth ku malas kan tanya ea tu!

WAHHAHAHA and..we had a good laugh..ehe

Tata!

xo 3.7.87 xo

...A D V E R T...no pervert~

Nokia 7390 for sell~
$200
(or less~ pndai2 la ambil hati ku~ hehehe)
leave me a msg on the cbox or arah comments k.
=)

xo 3.7.87 xo

...Pixxie..

...just us..
To my friends.. =)

KT,Lija and I
KT:gatal chin saya eyh~
Lija:awu aku pon~tejangkit aako tu kutu dagu mu trabang rah aku~
E:aiya..(tutup mulut takut kutu dagu dorang temasuk dlm mulut)
hheehehe

Lija,Ayen,E&KT
hmm..di mana ne aaa..tak ingat saya

The wise monke...ugh..Wise women..=p

...Spam or Daym~...

I'm STILL alive!!!!
Im sure most of you all received messages about the handphone-radiation-from-indon-and-malaysia-not-near-head-msg right?
Well,i actually slept with my hp near me (as always) and im still alive!!!haha..
It wasn't because i was brave and not believing on those thangs..it's just that..i went online at ard 10ish and fell asleep and when i woke up the first thing i remembered was about that radiation thingy. and then i was lyk "OMG!!What's the time now??!!!*gasp* its 1a.m. AHA!Im ALIVE~~!!!" hehehe.

O.k..here's the thang, if it was just about the msg i received last night,i won't freak out much ya know..
THe reason is that couple of days ago,my Bos' maid told us that her relatives in Indon are all afraid to answer phone calls masa ani. Because,many had died that week when they answer the phone. So we were like.."WTH?!!" hehe..so since that,everytime we called her askin for minuman,it took quite a while for her to answer the phone..and kami tanya,"lambat jua aunty jawab telephone.." she answered,"iya..baca bismillah dulu..takut sih aunty.." hehehe..sian eyh..
And she said,not only d INdon,smpai d Singapore aa..or Taiwan kali..tak ingat saya..but yea..not d Indon la saja this thing happen.

BUT,if it was true..why is there no news aired on RTB or newspaper or radio or any means of communication?IF IT WAS TRUE?maybe the indon part is true..but sampai ke Brunei??waseh~~
Cana tu yaw?~~
ada time nya lg tu..like yg last night,were asked to switch off HP at 11.If it was banar2 radiation,it can strike--whenever!!Yes?

Waduh~~gi mana ya..ngak pahem gue..gue ngak mahu pikir~~sakit banget kepala hotak gue~
bowh..cud be the radiation last night????

*jeng~ jeng~jeng~*

xoxo 3s.7s.87s xoxo

...bIrth birth birth day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO CUZ..

ELFEY..

erh..belated actually..hehe..sorry Bro..

now kaka buat this shout out tym ko duduk d dapan kaka..

Tua mu bising main game sma Elwey..tua mu kata.."nah ko!nah ko!"

"patah kaki mu" hehe..

And..uh..happy busday..nanti th kaka blanja ko k..alum payday..

Bulan tua masih ne lai~ hahaah

and..krg kita dangdut sampai sore..well ko saja la..kaka na bleh tdur aher..suk kaka kerja la..

soo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

*eh..dah basar ne,kurang kan sikit buat mua c minying atu aaa...hahahahaha*

MWUAHZZZZ!!!

LOVE YA BRO!!

...La LA La La La~~...

Birdy birdy in the sky,
left a poopie in my eye.
Me don't care, me don't cry,
me just happy that a cow can't fly!!



roses are red,
violets are blue,
frankenstein is ugly but what the hell happened to you????


roses are red,
violets are blue,
most poems rhym,
but this one doesn't...

The more I learn the more I get to know,
the more I know the more I forget,
the more I forget the less I know,
so why should I be learning??

hahaha..ntah eyh..na ku tau eyh..im just bored..really..

..S M I L E...=D

Yaw peeps~
hehehe..
Was bored..a lil break from doing my work..websurfin', "googled" FUNNY PICTURES and these are some of the pics i came across..hehe..

HAVE A NICE DAY YALL~

FUHGEDDABOUDIT~~
Forget-about-it..hehe..get it~~hahaha

Bah..pikirkan tia~ Even GPS pun konpius ne~

Either those people are waaaaay tooooo busy that they have to rush to work and parked like that or they are just...(hmm..how do i say this without sounding too harsh..) total-dumwheat-dumba-sh!tholes...hahahah..well atleast they got to be catogorised as "FUNNY PICTURE"
daym..dumba!!hahaha

Look..she's playing CS half life 2..hehe.Now she's a real gamer..Look at her eyes~~hehehe

what ur about to see next is...hehe..cute???!!cali la~~hahaah
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MacBook..MacBook..MacBook..Dell..MAc..erh???Pen and paper???!!!
This actually got published on the paper.
It sounds like he actually pooped on it.hahaha

Well..that's all from now..i'll put up more stuffs nanti..funnier ones..if requested la..mun nda..im still gonna do it plang!!haha...skati ku la..aku punya blog!heheh..
chiao!

.3.7.87.

...Who ya gonna run to...

Baby please, you don’t have to explain the reasons
This is me, I know your mind can change like the seasons
Go your way, I know the world is calling your name boy
It’s okay, cuz what we got it ain’t gonna change boy

As long as we’ve been together
You’ve always been the one
Nobody knows you better
When all is said and done

When your friends start to trip
And you’re loosin your grip
And you cant find your way back home
When your world falls apart
And you’re lost in the dark
And you know that your all alone
When you just can deal, and you need something real
Someone that’ll always come through
Who ya gonna run to?
Who ya gonna run to?

You and me we go back to jump rope and grade school
Memories when you were tryin’ so hard to play cool
I don’t mind I know that you gotta go through your changes

There ain’t nobody who can ever understand like I do ( I do)
So when you realise you need the one you said goodbye to (bye to)
Look over your shoulder boy and you know who be there

You know I’m gonna be right there (right there)

by RIHANNA

..BOREDOM..

A fool is a fool
who foolishly fools another foolish fool
just to get them totally fooled in their foolful life..

But as one fool's another,
another will fool some other fool
who foolishly post on a foolish blog
and read by other foolish fool that enters the foolish blog!!

hahaha..its yall!!!eh..i dunno whut tha heck im blabbin about..am jez bored..hehe
gotta get back to work yall~~

..M.I.A..

So..today..
8.30 - 10.30am - driving class..my 6th hour and was asked by my driving teacher if i wanted my driving exam to be next wekk...HELL YEAH!!!i can''t wait!!! hahaah..of course i said yes!!so i have another 4hours to go which is 2 more classes and im LEGAL on the road!!jelous wa saya my friends ada lesen dah aaa..huhu..Well,saya kan baru sampai umur driving..na mau lambat2..haha =p *apa liat liat!!*haha.But..im so damn worry about the parking thingy..msa 1st tym blajar parking,i did GREAT!!seriuosly!! Cun2 wa masuk nya!and then sudah my 2nd parking class, hancusss..ehe..here and there tiangs gugur oleh saya..macam after the ributs usulnya tarus olehku...kira,ikut suka hati ku lah saja..but..my driving skills and my BUKIT..im so proud to say..i master it dah~~ *kambangs* hehe..

eh eh..tadi morning,masa belajar driving tu,went to this road la..and then ada one guy who was walking down the street facing front (of course!!haha),he was walking bisai2 la..i mean limbai2 la jua tangannya bejalan atu..until...he saw me driving down the street..he looked panic wa!! i dunno why!!???!!!hahah i wasn't on a wrong lane,i wasn't driving speedilyo r what so ever heck that makes em panick-y...but then..i think,asal saja ya liat a kereta yg ada"L" konpom ya catu!!!hahah cali wa mua nya tu..mua c minying la jua!!ehe..

bah bah..adangtah mengumpat ane..na baik..
nanti lagi i continue k..have to get back to work.ehe..
chao!


P/S:might be M.I.A in this few days..m a y b e..but keep comin yea..

...scratched & C A U G H T....

Yes people!!!! CAUGHT!!!!
haha
Let me just continue my story saja tarus.

On the next day,
woke up getting ready yadda-yadda-yadda..got in the car..waited for Babah and Mom..Babah and Mom came down,went inside the car and Babah drove off!!! =) SAFE!!!

Drove us to work..drop Mom at her office somewhere in KB,drove me up to Seria..reached at my office..phew~~was crossing my fingers the WHOLE time!!panjang doa ku atu~~ haha..and then salam babah and bye bye babah!!! =) again..SAFE!!

Did my thang..do this do that,type this and that,copy this and that,reply this and that yadda yadda..at 9ish..someone called me..and it was Ivy from site office@BLNG..phew~~hehe..talked about work and then off the phone..continue doin my work...10ish...got another called..and it was BABAH!!!! *GASP*

Babah: Hello..
E: Hi Bah..
Babah: aaa..BAGUS!!!
E: What??~~
Babah: Bagus aaa..langgar lari tu eh~~
E: mana da langgar lari..langgar and drvie balik wa tu~~hehehe
Babah: macam staie eh anak sorang ne..anak sapa ka ne~~
E: hehe..sorry bah..kira kan gto td pagi...terforgot tia~~ehe..krg blnja bali car wax~k bye

*tarus hang up the phone*

THen i called mom.
E:Mom,later ikut babah when babah ambil E balik kerja aaa..
Mom: Haha..kedapatan udah...

and..bla bla bla..bye~~

hehe..=) and that's the story~~ tata

...gOT S C R A T C H E D...

AAAAArrrrggghhhhhh!!!!
I'm panicking!!!still!!!
*panting*
*taking a deeeeeeep breath*

owkay..here's the thing,yesterday,i had my 2nd driving class,atu pun aku blajar parking.on my 1st class,aku blajar,of course la driving..hehe..and so after my 1st class atu,asal ja balik kerja,reached home,my mom and I stayed in the car,i moved to the driver's seat and Dad masuk dalam rumah~ =) i bring my mom cruise around.. *yang ku bawa ane,na jua belesen* and then my driving was alright even after my 1st driving class..there were no car-hiccups or dead-on engine..it went really smooth.

And so,yesterday,as usual,reached home,i move to the driver's seat,Dad masuk dalam rumah,i brought my mom cruisin..went a lil further yesterday..instead of cruisin at the same place,i drove to my aunt's house which is only di next simpang..I didn't wanna go thru the gate bcoz i was still not confident,but then my mom kata,"eh masuk saja..nada apa2 tu..sama jua tu gate nya macam tani punya.." but i insisted..and mom keeps on memajal-ing and so i went..and while driving in i said "o.k bh..but if apa.." SCRAAATCH!! I didn't even get to finish my sentences! We both went bangang for few secs..and then mom broke the silence and said,"u shud have listened to me..i said brake tadi..kesiring sikit...yaddayaddayadda" and i was like..sigh..hehe..mana saja tah..kan di cakaap,"i told you i didnt wanna come in.." but malas jua ku kan banyak2 ckp..hehe..


And then on our way back to our place,we were thinkin on how to tell Dad about the lil accident we had,and so we came up with..MOM--> "Don't-tell-dad-unless-asked-what-the-heck-did-that-scratch-came-from" or MINE--> "give-dad-cash$-and-tell-him-its-just-something-for-him-to-spent" hehe..get it..
but the thing here is,not to tell him..he won't notice it..hopefully..bcoz the scratches are on the passengers' side..the left side..but there are VISIBLE though~~


So this mornin..i woke up,still thinkin of that car and that scratches.huhuhu..well,almost slipped out my mouth tho..but i controlled..haha..bad bad daughter~ kan terbagitau saja aaa..but takut ku kana marah..hehe..so..if nanti my dad ternampak the scratches..i wud just say.."bowh~babah dari mana???ada org langgar keta kali tym babah di kadai.." hehe *evil grin*


Well,i just hope babah nda drop by my blog!!haha..habis laaaaa~~~



"Im sorry,babah~~" =) hehehe

..So Performing..

As said,
Here are the pictures of my group backstage..
Yang On stage nanti saja aa..
hehe
These are just few of em..more to come though..

Song: One Night Only

Venue:S.M.S.A
Function: BSP East Emblem - Back To school Theme

Song: One Night Only - Beyonce Knowles - Dream Girls OST
Venue: Rizqun Hotel - Songket Ballroom
(Back Stage getting ready..few minutes before performing)

Song: Cinta Merubah Segala (Putri Norizah Backup)
Venue: Ampitheatre JPCC
Function: Anugerah Pelangi 2008
(Outside Dressing room...an hour before the show)
..hmm..the baju???!!???!....

Song: Ayu Bisikan Hubah (Javanese)
Venue: BSRC
Function: BSP (ENgineers Night..sumthin..i can't recall)

..."H I A T U S"...

Hey all,
i'm back..skajap kali saja.. hehe..here i am..still not knowing what to expect from this whole thing..so much has been goin on~~really~ i have no idea..

all i need now is to be appreciated..appreciate me..that's all i need..

Enough SAD STORY already..tiring jua aaa..well,lets see...what happened since my last post.
On the 2nd of May,Th' Fushion Dance Troop performed at Kuala Belait Boat Club (KBBC). We performed three dances namely "These boots are made for walking", "Save the Horse(Ride the cowboy) i think~ =p, also "5,6,7,8". You all probably wonder,heh..what's with those songs~~its because the theme was "Cowboy Night". It was FUN-TASTIC!!It was just a small function held by a small section of BSP. But it was craaaazy!We,the dancers actually had soooo much fun! The BSPians dressed up cowboyish style..well,lets just say they all dressed up "WESTERNLYISH" Hehe..apakan tu~hentam saja la labu~ There was a guy who had the "SHERRIF" Badge who is actually the Director of the section. i was actually expecting maybe a few would showed up dressing up like HILLBILLIES!!!That would be funny!But nah~~ they all dressed up well.. But there was one guy dressing up like ZORRO though!!hehehe..Cute~~ Not so Zorro-ish lookin but..not bad~ hehe..=) maybe its because he covered half of his face with that eye mask and that was what that made him look good!haha.u never know what's behind that msak~~ =p

Well, after performing that last slot,we,the dancers,brought some of the people to come to the centre of the floor(on which we were dancing bcoz there was no stage.just flat-floor.Us dancers are surroundeed by tables and chairs and those hillbillies~) and lead them to a LINE DANCING!!!DO THA HUSTLE!!!hehe..and that's the peak performance!Everybody had fun afterall.Everyone was doin the hustle.And then after that line dance,the dj played those three songs that we performed earlier.So again,we danced! TIRING but FUN!!=) Whatz funny was when we dance to those songs some even tried to follow our choreography`hehe i mean,hardly!!!haha..not to say that our choreography are difficult but..its just funny to see people tryin to follow every move it soooo hard..well,its just funny~ eheh..I hope i can get the pictures of that evening. Then i'll post it up yea~
But then,all good things must come to an end..we had to pack up and balik..because we had another performance on the next day at JPPC which we had to leave KB at ard 7ish in the MORNING~~

The next day,May 3rd,left KB at 7ish,but made a stop at Haszrin's.The meeting point.O n our way to Haszrin's,we stopped at Seria for cari makan~~lapar wa pagi2..cari tempat la kami to buy sumthin to munch on our way to JPPC.We made stop arah tempat kadai GUR-GUR aaa..hehe...1st time wa saya~~ Bau macam CURRY la jua kadai nya~hehe Its just a small kadai where you can actualy find most of the essential stuffs la.
So,after that,went to the meeting point and proceed with our journey,reached to our destination at 9am.Once we reached there,kami tarus uat rehersal,still feeling lapar ne sorang2..yth everyone was lyk pretty stressed up and moody,due to last-minute rehearsals' and lapar-ness..hehe. and then after few runs of rehearsals,went out for lunch di Jerudong. And then back to JPPC.
Start bemakeup,me and K.T sempat lagi tidur bcoz both of us only slept for like 3 hours on the night before.KT said BF nya ngacau bawa ya ceta aaa yth ya akhir tidur~~hehe..baik aa mau melayan..mun aku ku suruh plagn ya beceta tu but aku tidur..soundlessly..hahaha..and as for me,i only got 3 hours of sleep that night coz i was thinkin to much and was busy packing up stuffs for the performance @JPPC!!!haha.yatah last minute nah packing aa..so yea..we both slept while waiting for our turn to kana makeup. and yadda yadda yadda..performing time!!!!!

The theme for that night was TRADISI BRUNEI. We were performing for B.O.GA (Brunei Oil & Gas Association) Function.Performed 3 songs; Zapin Brunei,Tandang Bermadah & Adai-Adai.We all look very lawa..bcoz of kami punya costumes and headgear kami lawa~~hehe..trainer kami bought the headgear di Bangkok~And instead of wearing the same costumes twice,we actually mixed-and-match it with our costumes yg lain..and it turns out pretty..ethnic-y..not bad~ ow,there were students from ISB also performing that night but just berhadrah saja dorang..but bukan Malays yg main hadrah..mats and minahs saleh aa main hadrah..and NOT BAD~~bagi dorang, JAMMING tah tu sudah~hahah.
And also,there were "LIVELY DANCERS" performing for that functions and Few of the Bruneian artists like, Putri Norizah, Fakhrulrazi and others more..i can't recall.. But it was fun tho..its alright.Very tiring. But not as fun as the COWBOY NIGHT!!=)

Aaaand,that's all~naleh ku ceta panjang2..i ust hope i can get the pictures adnim gonna post it here kay~~wanna share it with yall..hehe..biar kamu jeloz!!!wahahah..bah chao!

...it happened..again...

And so...Stuff happened to me again today..awal awal pagi buta dh ku cry..hehe..buruk ler.. but then my workmate kta tym ku cry,"eh E,u've been cryin dari tadi but i noticed that ur eye make-up nda faded aaa..im impress!" hahaha..tym2 ku cry jua lah ya cakap catu..but then what's funny is, aku ne melayan ea tah jua..i said,"owh..u noe why my eye make-up na faded eventho i cried a thousand rivers,its because i didn't put moisturiser around my eye-area.."hehe..but really..jgn put moisturisers ard ur eye area..ur eye-liner or eyeshadows won't last long..it last longer w/o it. =)

But..i still feel sad tho..so i was listening to my MP3s..daaaym~ semua lagi sad2..hehe..bru ku realize. I was listening to HIM,Breaking Benjamin,Avenged Sevenfold,Alterbridge, Seether, underOATH..sigh..sedih2 lagunya aaa..hehehe..But today,i don't really layan banar my SEDIH feeling coz no matter how much i cried..things are still gonna be the same..same old same all..
"Doing the most hurtful thing,sometimes, is the best thing to do"

I can't be with em but i can't leave em.so much pain in just so little time.. do you call 3 YEARS "little time" sigh..

You see, people tend to see mostly the negativity about the other when it comes to having arguments or what-so-ever. Funny ey..people usually remembers the bad things first than the good things about somethin or someone..Really! Like,"oh Si anu atu! eh bising tu ya atu~ yadayadayada...........------ but o.k plang ya atu" its mostl like that,people tend to tell negative side dulu and then hujung2 nya baru tah yg bagus..hehe..hairan manusia ne~

WEll,I wanted to say,"I want things to get better."but i Can't,bcoz im not sure if i want things back.i wanna say,"I regret being with him at the first place."i Can't too..bcoz,i wa shappy being with him all those times..even tho there are some things which i never want to mention ever again coz it feels soooo bad even after the breaking up.. and i also wanna say,"heh..im o.k..im cool with everything!"these wud be a lie~after all that i've been thru,im never gonna be o.k...

Easy for others to say,"Move on!""banyak lagi lelaki lain!" and all that shyt,but what happened between me and him,is soooooooooooo much like a drama..hehe..seriously!From Day 1 till "THE BREAK UP" and till now still even long after the break up! Sigh. There's a blessing in disguise..i know~ =)

But anyways,i wanna say thanks to my DEAR FRIENDS..MY LOVING COUSINS..My PARENTS and other PARENTS...for being there for me..helping me go thru these..my THICK and THIN..although not much words have been said from you all,but for just holding me,listening to me makes me feel better and stronger.. Thank You All..You are the love of my life~ =)

Help me go through these ones..and i know there are more to come..some people can't live to see me being happy..i don't know why..But thanks anyway.."TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO 'TALKS' ABOUT ME..THANKS FOR MAKING ME THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION"